blarg!

So despite my desire to get back on track it has yet to actually happen. I do have a frequent  problem with doing the “I’ll eat all the bad food in the house first” thing. Problem is that my mother, who could care less about eating healthy, consistently brings in new unhealthy food. She often brings me “treats”, which really is meant to be nice but does have that nasty sabotaging effect.

Anyway, I planned food ahead today and am set to be on point. Weather permitting I may try to take an evening walk. I’m gonna try to do really simple exercise for now…walking, geocaching and those sort of things.

I’ve been having some odd symptoms that are scaring me a bit (hence the light excersize) but there frankly isn’t anything I can do at the moment and getting healthy could not possibly hurt the issues and if anything will help. I’m hoping for the help side of that argument.

I’m a bit bummed to be going on this trip with my best friend at my highest wieght. I don’t look good at all, and I don’t feel very well most of the time. I wanna have fun and enjoy life and this kick as trip already feels exhausting. That’s pretty sad. I can definitely feel my youth slipping away.

So enough of the boo hoos. The trip (maped in my last post) will be 12 days long and we got the bright idea to camp instead of get hotel rooms. Its gonna be insane! Especially the two days we are camping on the east coast! I can’t wait, but I am hoping I can at least lose a few point before I go. Then again, its up to me to make that happen. So here goes….