Why hello PMS, I’ve been expecting you…

I am usually very on time with such bodily functions but this month it just never happened. I’ve spent most of the month just waiting for the mood swings to sneak up on me and I must say…it’s unnerving. That being said I spent all day yesterday wanting to cry and certain today would be better. Not much better. All I feel is sad, unmotivated and weepy. Dear PMS, you suck!

So Domino’s happened last night. I never order pizza (and I mean maybe once every year and half with a friend and def never alone) cause I think its overpriced. $20 later I still agree with my previous decision but I just wanted to wallow in food in my pj’s. I finished the last 3 slices for breakfast. Today could and should be better, but I feel so crappy its hard to mentally care today. You know they say that woman forget the horrible pain of childbirth after each child because if they didn’t they would never do it again. PMDD can be kind of like that. When its over I forget just how bad it felt…..eh. Ill be back to my positive self in a few days. In the mean time…chinese food might happen…..

EDIT: comparing PMDD to childbirth is kind of dumb..but..i know what i mean.